Ok I am 18 and Gay. Ive had 4 failed unrequited romances for the past 3
years. It nearly kills me that Ive never been loved. My life other wise
is good now. I am a popular kid and I roam a lot. But over the past week
I have had a serious fight with the girl in our group. Ok shes pretty
and all guys fall for her I agree. I did get jealous when the guy whom I
liked also was madly into her. But to think even my best friend. Shes
just using both of them and they are acting like her dogs. So i fought
with her with some reason to get out of this mess. But now I am alone. I
mean 4 of us used to hang out everyday and now they dont even care.
The one that is hurting me is my best friend. My question is If your
friend saves your life. I saved his life after he had an accident at a
place an hour from our home and she didnt even care. Ive always been
there for him. Supporting him helping him with his work. Is it wrong to
expect from him. Im not asking him to be on my side and fight thats just
immature. But atleast talk to me. He only calls me when shes not there
and even if im standing in front of him he wont talk to me only wave. It
sucks.
I mean already it bothers im no ones first choice but this is heights.
Ive saved his bloody life and still he will see me alone. None of them
were alone when they fought I always made sure I was there so that they
wont feel they are alone. Im crying cuz its bothering too much.
I know walking away is and forgetting them is the answer. But what
should a person do so that atleast he'll be someones 1st choice. Im
tired.and this was the ultimate thing. Its killing me
Title : Ok I am 18 and Gay. Ive had 4 failed unrequited romances
Description : Ok I am 18 and Gay. Ive had 4 failed unrequited romances for the past 3 years. It nearly kills me that Ive never been loved. My life other ...